Patch of lovely grass (sonnet version 1)

Image by Susann Mielke from Pixabay
Your pulse is just a high-stakes, predatory loan,
A strobe light’s frantic glitch
In a collapsing pit, so leave the "shoulds" alone—
Those leaden boots that make your spirit itch.
Stop watering the plastic, look at the crowd:
A billion ghosts all clutching
Their leaking bowls, wondering (quiet or loud)
Where the soup went, while they were judging.
The soil is a blind and neutral gut
That mulches down the CEO and the creep,
The Great, the Who?, the "I-wanted-to-but."
They're all the same shade of clover, six feet deep.
F*ck it, the lease on your breath is ending. Don’t be pinned.
Go graffiti your name on a passing gust of wind.